I’ve been online all day and doing nothing.
Honestly, I need to create something to look forward to. Perhaps meditating will do the trick; in fact, I will meditate tomorrow morning.
Lots of feelings of loneliness, I need to find a therapist, or some friends, or just something. I want to have actual friends and not just people I dominate over or get dominated over. Narcissism sucks, man.
KEVIN KIM 