I have not blogged every day like I said I would. It is becoming a problem. It should be more quality-driven, it should have more quantity. Excuses excuses, but none of them are justifiable.
So to some degree, I take my shame and hold it up high. But no matter. I am here to incessantly complain about my loneliness and desire for someone that I am not allowed, legally or ethically, to be associated with. It would not be fair to society nor my own sanity or even hers. But damn I am disappointed to some degree.
Honestly, I would like to develop and maintain feelings for another person and just cuddle and talk and argue and bitch and fight and make up and make love. If that is set, I feel like everything else will fall into place naturally — with ups and downs of course, but it seems that should be the main priority.
But something holds me back, I do not know what. All I know is that I need to find a source of income so I can move out and be my own person and stop watching bitcoin all the time.
Or do I?
KEVIN KIM 