a desire to have supportive ones around me,
a desire to support myself, rather than covert ways to making me give up when things don’t go right;
life is not all right or wrong, all good or all bad, Parents. whole object relations may not be something I may experience always from those closest; a full life may be quite difficult
just perhaps wishing to know struggles are real and need to get through them instead of having other people solve them instead,
I was not parented properly yes, but now it is my own responsibility.
**WHEN YOU KNOW THINGS BUT DON’T KNOW THINGS FUCK ME**
KEVIN KIM 