This has been a learning few months for me. I would never have thought a couple of years ago, even a few months ago that I would be working overnights at a gas-station job.
Honestly, I don’t really like the work. My boss seems subtly controlling; it doesn’t help that I have spent so much time reading about narcissism the time I’ve been there. However, it’s allowed me a small amount of financial freedom that’s really manifested in the form of smoking weed.
I’m kinda burnt out by the weed to be honest. I’m starting to get frustrated at everything — in fact, just when I wrote that is when I went on Facebook to avoid. It’s all just a part of avoiding, the weed. It’s a solution for my ever-going madness, but a destructive one.
What else was I going to say? Not much. There is no point in this post.
Sometimes I just wish I could trust people for God’s sake.
KEVIN KIM 