July 7th, 2018

I’ve consciously understood that I’ve been having random outbursts for a while now. To be honest, they’re not random, and honestly I have felt like I could control them if I wanted to. However, I don’t actually care all that much. I just want to feel feeling sometimes and sometimes that’s how it goes about. This is something I’m going to need to talk with my betterhelp therapist tbh