Interesting how Olivia shamed me in front of everyone today, which is actually kinda shitty looking back at it. I am annoyed and low-key traumatized. LOL just exaggerating a bit derpity derp.
I think it’s just really weird because I told her I didn’t like her many times and showed her as much. I feel like she doesn’t know me as well as she thinks she does; I would like to get to hang out with her, get to know her as a friend.
Do I want to fuck her, of course lol, I feel like we would be a good fuck, and I think she knows it too. But I want to really get to know her and stuff to know she’s not just some fucking sociopath.
I don’t really care about status or any of that type of stuff in life right now. I’m just hanging out, pretty much, trying to get a read on where life is going. Do I hate myself? I don’t think so, I am just more used to females being mean to me or questioning me and when they are not I feel uncomfortable.
I think at the end of the day I just want to see if she’ll chill for a drink or something.
KEVIN KIM 