I do feel weak, and useless, and empty right now. Not to mention sad.
I am doing nothing to improve my life. I am sitting here doing nothing.
I need to make a change for everyone around me. I am you, I am we, I am everyone.
I had a blowup playing earlier today.
The problem is social acceptance. Just going off on everyone isn’t going to win me any favours.
I need to keep a level head, stop getting mad over everything, and honestly, just chill out.
Less weed would be helpful; some time by myself would also be so.
Perhaps less weed isn’t necessarily the best plan, but I don’t think I need too much of it right now. I need to find things to grind on and continue onto the path of goodness…
KEVIN KIM 