Life isn’t too bad. Somehow, I’ve had hope inserted into me. The new upgrade has given some hope, lol. Sometimes, being robotic can be beneficial.
You know, to sit back and reflect on where I’ve been in life and how I am now, that shit’s really hard. To build a timetable of how things have gone to the point where I can do whatever I want is fucked up. I haven’t built anything for the future yet, even though I know I’m going to be fine. My moods will change, my thoughts will change, and my hearts will change. But I don’t know what to do, where to go. I’ve grown a lot. I’ve done a lot of things, but I’ve also… NOT done a lot of things. My confidence is not naturally high, so I have to be around people to make my ass feel better.
At some point you get used to the bullshit and you just deal with it.
KEVIN KIM 