I want a forever love with my soulmate is that too much to ask

i am so lonely and need friends but for some reason i feel like terrible people like me deserve to have no friends, even if it is false

I just hope she is rich and truly happy on her own volition.

Just knowing i made a positive impact on someone just kinda like, makes me happy.

Am i doomed to a life of cameraman bullshitry? or is there hope for me yet?

It is crazy how i can miss someone that i dont even know very well.

Maybe one day I’ll be able to see the world in color 🙂

These people downstairs have been fucking with me since I got here and the entire neighborhood now is messing with me. What the fuck? Why is everyone treating me like a piece of shit? Don’t try to fuck me over and expect me to just sit there and take it, I am obviously going to attack back.

I really need to stop talking to my dad. Every time I talk to him he just fucks me up one way or another. It’s really a fucking pain.

Of course, that doesnt necessarily mean i have to be a pimp. However, that does mean I am becoming more powerful and conscious of my actions and decisions and become well , smarter and better, and my girl will now be mine.