Why am I posting here?
Writing down my feelings only publicizes any feelings I have, which will obviously be taken advantage of one way or another.
Even if it is found, no comments are going to be made; there’s no validation, if I even seek that, really.
I only post here when I feel negative emotions which only perpetuates more self-negativity.
Analyzing my own feelings is futile, as feelings are instinctive in nature.
This is a fucking waste of time.